21st century’s common man….

This is the strange incident which I have seen during my rail journey from Mumbai to Ahmadabad. Couple of week’s back I was going back to Ahmadabad by Suryanagari Express. It’s the supper fast train between Bandra to Jodhpur. I was boarded in the compartment from Bandra Terminus, that train has only 3 stop between Bandra to Ahmadabad. Due to very less stop people who want to go nearby station in Gujarat won’t like to travel by that train. In that mean time one old age lady was traveling with me , she boarded from Borivali station first stop of the train. One kid came to my sit and leaves her luggage. After that couple of guys who are selling tea and snakes in train came with one lady. She was around 65+ year old and the main thing she was blind, they helped her to find the sit not only that the leader of those sales group informed the them whatever she wants bring for her and also take care of her. During my 6 hour journey I have observed that those people who are hardly earning around 100-150rs profit in day they were helping her like anything. When they were helping to that lady I observed that those people have different charm on their face. They were not rich, they were not even popular but still there was some different shine on their face. And that shine was of internal peace, happiness.

Motive is still Indian common has not died; still they have heart, emotions, feelings and respects. Today, where people are running behind money, success, popularity, etc not getting time for analyzing their path which they have passed during their journey, this kind of small things always gives you internal peace to your mind.

Horrible day of my life.

Horrible day of my life.

After the Diwali I was coming back to Mumbai by train. 1st time my ticket was not confirm still I took chance to sit in reserve compartment, due to just finished the festival so much people in the train and it was very tough to stand even. Somehow, I managed and after the Baroda got chance to sit at doorstep of compartment. Was listening songs and thought let me check the e-mail I was checking the e-mail, train was on its high speed and somebody hit plastic bottle from outside of the train. Suddenly I missed my cell phone, that person who did hit the bottle he picked up the phone and ran away. On that time, I was feeling like looser, I was hopeless and helpless because he did hit on my hand, pick up my phone from the track and ran away and I was seeing him like a big idiot. That was not end when I reached to Mumbai, Borivali station was coming, and everyone wants to depart over there, one woman with her little child standing beside me. Suddenly her daughter vomited on my shirt. in one day how much u can expect? You lose your communication mode, someone vomit on your shirt, which stink horrible after that? Well after that if someone cheat you and asked for money, then how do you feel? It was not over I was going towards andheri station to vikharoli where I stay. I did hire rickshaw because I was like fucked up on that day loosing cell phone, stink shirts, sweating like someone has open the water tab. Mind was half conscious. Also wanted to sleep. Did sleep in the running rickshaw, after 1and half hour driver wakes me up and said sir you reached. Normally it takes 30 min, I asked the driver how much? He said 180 Rs Damn! I shocked meter was also showing that. I paid him that amount.
When I reached at the home I was like biggest looser and frustrated. Loosing important contacts. Cheated by someone. Stinking like horrible. I just wanted to forgot that as bad night mare.

Journey to the 1st Job.

Journey to the 1st Job.


After the accident I was very confuse about my career. I had a dream that I should become an IPS officer which gives you power and money ;). But destiny was not with me and it has decided other things for me. Well its all about the time. So at that time I was on the pick point of my career, I told my parents I would go with my external exam, I don’t care that I would pass or not……… After the 14 days rest I went to college hostel. It was the last 16 to 14 hours before exam. I arranged my books, my belongings which I was carrying with me (i.g. lots of medicine, dressing kit for my eye). Have to take care about my eye and need to regular check up for it on every alternate day to the hospital. I thanks to specially balo and jadav who was coming with me and driving my 225 cc wala karizma to the hospital……………. Again I took you on wrong path where I was talking about exam. Sorry for that ……….. So 13 hours laps for the paper and I went to one of my class mate his name was shailesh. On that time my 1st paper was MSOR (magnitude simulation and operation research) which was really boring subject because it contains lots of mathematics. And main thing you could not create any story or not even bluff in the paper. Shailesh show me some formulas and gave me some tips like which chapter should I read and which equation should remember. I studied around 2 hour then after I went to sleep because I was not able to concentrate in books. In the morning I read the book around 1 hour and directly went for the exam. Every one was busy in their reading and mugging the equations. I went in the exam room around 10.00 am before half an hour ago. At sharp 10.30 am I received exam paper. I saw it and it was like horrible because I knew answer and method of only one question. Now I decided to attempt that one 1st which I knew how to solve. After getting successful answer in that question I got some confidence and I tried for the next question luckily I got the answer of that question also. Now I was feeling good. I tried on every question one by one and when the 3 hours completed I didn’t get. After completion of three hours I came out from the class and was so much happy. I saw my class mate and batch mate who were in same branch with me. All were looking like tens and scared. One of my JAVA professor came to me and asked me so how was the paper? Will you save your ass from the ATKT? I told him; don’t worry sir I would get clear. He shocked. Now I got the confidence and was sure I would clear the exam. When the result came of 6th semester luckily I got highest mark in MSOR subject and 79 out 90 students got ATKT in MSOR paper. Even shailesh also got ……………….. Well luckily I got 56% in 6th semester only reading in one day. We were calling it as one day match before the exam. Same one day match I played in 7th semester and got 57%. Now the real world came 8th semester. In that we have to go for industrial training and have to complete project in that…………. After the compilation of 7th semester I went to pune to meet my best college buddy NAYAN SHAH. Who was working in one software company over there. It was time of the end of December 2006. I went to meet him after Christmas around 28th or 29th of December and I was planning to stay over there for 10 to 15 days and would go for the training in Pune only……… let me tell you one funny incident in pune. It was the time of 31st evening and me and my buddy was sitting on his rented apartment. We were planning where we should go I mean for disco only. He inquired about the disc fee and we got shocked caz the disc fees was starting from 4000 rs and person has to book earlier, and that none of us has that much amount……..so we decided we would go out and would zoom on the street. We went to pune ADLABS mall for watch crowd. Suddenly nayan got call from his office and he went to office. He said me he will get back to the place around in 2 hour. Time was 9.30 PM when he left. I was just passing my time in the mall and luckily I had not enough balance in my cell phone also the cell phone had law battery so I can call my friends and talk to them. So I switched it off was watching crowd in the mall……. After spending some time in the mall suddenly the countdown started, on that time I found that ohh god its like 12.00 mid night and that Nalayak friend didn’t come yet. I went to one PCO and tried to call him but what the good luck I had on that time. His number was also showing out of the coverage area. I didn’t know about the place not even familiar with pune so I had only one option and that was waiting there until he come. I did wait around 2.00 am and finally GOD (Mr. Shah Nayan) came and was telling me sorry sorry sorry actually office friends called up me as they found one issue in work and client called them. So they have to fix the bug and all. And when he reached to the office they took him to one disc. Well it was not his fault…… after that I was hungry so I told him (Bhangi) dude lets go for the dinner, I haven’t eat anything yet. We went to one dhaba it was also in closing, I ordered pulav and he was full by food caz he had dinner in disc so he ordered thums up. After finishing the dinner when we came out from the dhaba we saw one small napkin which folded in strange way. After unfolding that napkin we found 10 mobile in it. 10 out of 7 were nokia N72. On that time it was like 13000 Rs I believe. We saw one cell phone was on and remaining was off……… lots of confusion happens when you got the lottery, what to do and what not……. Finally we decided to call on the number which is available in that on cell phone if some one responded then good other wise we will wait at the dhaba for 1 hour. If no one show up then we will keep that cell phone with us. After waiting there 45 min one car (Honda city) came there and asked us did you find any cell phone here….and we gave them their cell phone that guy was so much happy and he was saying us they came here couple of hours ago for dinner and all his friend forgot their cell phone caz of over drunk. We were happy because we have done one good thing in the 1st day of New Year. On the second day I left pune because I have to reach ahmedabad in 2 days and has to go for an interview in one company which has been arranged by the college’s training and placement company………….. the college company was located in eastern part of ahmedabad and it was start up company. I cleared an interview and I have to join them in 2 days for training. I went back to home pack my bag and came down to ahmedabad on 7th January 2007. It was cold winter in ahmedabad on the same day before reporting to that company one of my friend who lived in maninagar (its and eastern area of ahmedabad) called up me and told me pick him from his home because he also selected for that company. I went to jay’s home, he was ready then after I asked him lets report to company he told me we are reporting to the one company at shivranjani based (western part of ahmedabad). He said, yesterday he and hemin another nalayak friend arranged all of us training over there. And we have to do project from the home. So in this 6 month we can work in the call center and also earn some money. The 1st time he said good thing. After the 8th of January I went for the 1st job interview of my life. It was one domestic call center for TATA Indicom mobile. They rejected me because I was over qualified guy lolz… they were recruiting only B.com and B.A person who can speak fluent gujarati….. after rejecting that company me and hemin went one international call center. We cleared the interview and company offered us 6000 rs Per month salary plus incentive. We worked over there for few days I believe for 4 days after that we felt its not our kind of job. So we left the job, I went in so many company for programming job and everywhere I was listing no, we are not looking for fresher bla bla bla bla………..for programming job you must need reference who can place you from the back door. Lastly I decided I would go for further study and mean time it was 16th January 2007 and I just came back from the home after finishing UTTRAYAN I decided I would complete my project and would go for only further study only. Because in 10 days I have seen the real struggle for the job, where you have to need references. same day in the afternoon jay called up me and told me there is one company on C.G. Road and they are looking for technical people who can sell their software in US market. I went there for an interview 1st time I saw the full sales offshore operation. I cleared an interview and selected their. That company name was AcTax Solution Inc………. from there onwards the IT sales professional journey has begins.


Abhi to picture shuri hui hai mere dosto…. Aage aage dekho hota hai kya….job life coming soon…

Third Anniversary

Hello my friends.

Today is 5th May. It’s a third anniversary of my life. 5th May 2006 I met with tragedy of my life. Let me tell u about that day and tragedy.

5th May 2006 Friday at 11.15 AM I wake up from my bed, On that time I was living in the hostel and I was into third year of my graduation. When I wake up I felt some strange caz already 10 days passed and I did not get a chance to talk to my mom and dad. Reading vacation was just started but my reading did not start because I was involved into business. Only 17 days passed of my bike which I brought. The plan of the day was going to Ahmadabad for business meeting. Suddenly I saw two of my juniors who were going some where I asked them where r u going and they said they are going for watch movie at Anand. On that day 36 China Town just released and songs of the movie already booming on that time. So I told them buy my ticket as well caz I have to also take my bike from the service station. I just got ready and called one of my friend who was supposed to come with me Ahmadabad. He told me that he will be free around 4 in the evening. I said him that I m going to Anand and will be back at 4 and after that we will go Ahmadabad. But who knows where the destiny takes us. I had a bike on that which was my friend's called hiren. The Silencer of the bike have hole and the firing of the bike was awesome. Normally I did not wear sun glass because I have number on that time in both eyes. But on that day I just warred my new sun glass which I brought couple of days back. My roommate called Balo just came out in balcony listing the bike firing he was suppose to tell me something but I was in hurry, so I ignored him. Caz it’s already 11.45 AM there and I wanted to see the movie. I stared zooming on the bike, speed was like almost 90 km/h. I passed Vadtal Town which is 6 Km far from my hostel. Suddenly I got a call from Parag who is one of my good friends and located in Rajkot on that time. I just slow downed my bike and talked him. After ending the call I saw the bike speed was 30 km/h. and I reached the JOL village which is far from vadtal like 3 km. suddenly what I saw on guy is doing zero turn distance was like 100 meter from me. I just broke the bike after that I did not know what happened I just remember that when I braked on that time bike got out of my control. When I got some consciousness I saw myself fell down on the road and bleeding started from the face. Some of the villagers asked me friend's number and I told them Hiren's number who was living Anand and that bike was also supposing to him. After that they sited me in one car and on that I was in half consciousness. I was asking for the water. They took me at the karamsad in Krishna Hospital and Pramukhswami medical college. In trauma center doctor came immediately and saw the injury which I had. Doc asked my name, address and phone number of the home. I said the Doc I am not able to see from my right eye. And he said everything will be fine. I was into half consciousness. I saw first my friend hiren came and I saw his face was like tensed after that my cousin brother came. And after that my two uncles came. I was in half minded just feeling that what’s going on around me. After 2 hours my parents came I talked to Mom and Dad and said them don't worry everything would fine. They have done x-rays, brain scanning, etc.etc. At 3 PM of that day Doctor decided to operations on me. They took me in Operation Theater. I was half conscious they did not give me anesthiya only injected on the face so I could not feel something on face. they started operation three doctor was there one was Sr. Lady doctor who was operation on my face her age was like 60, I told her that please let me go caz I wanted to drink water or please give me water caz I was on the bed since last 6 hours and straight on the bed. In operation I realized that they have removed my Eye. After continues 7 hours the Operation finished I asked that lady doctor have u removed my eye? And I have lost it permanently right? She said they will transplant the other eye after 1 month. But I was sure on that time I have lost it permanently. suddenly she saw me her hand and she asked what can I see in that...I told here I can see ur life line in ur hand.. She asked me so what’s that line saying? I said her u going to live so long, and she laughed. I walked out from the operation theater and everyone felt strange that how could I walk caz the guy who has just operated yet. But on that time I saw the smile on my mom's face. That smile gave me strength. Only my mom and my MAMA and I knew that I have lost my one permanently. It was so long day at the end of the day almost 1.00 AM around 200 of my friends visited. The medical staff said to my parents that is your son Politian? And mom only smiled with tears. On that day only one sentenced I made "If difficulties takes some times in your life, Then & then Impossible is just a little longer"

That accident totally changed my life. That’s true I have lost something but also I gained positive attitude about the life.

લાગણી ના પડછાયા.......

આમ જ ક્યા કોઇના થી ક્યા પણ લખાય છે,

રડે છે મન પણ આસુ ક્યા દેખાય છે?

લખો ગમે તેટલુ ચોપડા ભરી ભરી ને,

અક્ષરો મા ક્યા મારુ અસ્તીત્વ વન્ચાય છે?

સુર્ય પણ મળે છે ચન્દ્ર ને ગ્રહણ ના સમયે,

મારા થી એમનો ચહેરો પણ ક્યા જોવાય છે?

હવે તો તરસ્યા અને એમને નીહાળવા માટે,

સર્વસ્વ મ્રુગ જળ સભો જ આભાસ થાય છે.

લખ્યુ નથી કાઇ તે છતા બધુ લખી નાખ્યુ,

સ્પશ્ટ કહ્યુ છતા પણ એમને ક્યા સમજાય છે????

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હજી આખ મા ફરકે છે કૉઇ, હજી મીઠુ શરમાઇ મલકે છે કોઇ.

વીખુઠા પડ્યા છતા પણ લાગે છે હજી, કે હજી પણ રગ રગ મા સરકે છે કોઇ.....

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સન્બધો ના હસ્તાક્શર કોઇ ઉકેલી નથી શકતુ,
એમા જોડણી ની ભુલ કોઇ શોધી નથી શકતુ.
ખુબ સરળ હોય છે વાક્ય રચના એની,
છતા પણ પુર્ણ વીરામ કોઇ મુકી નથી શકતુ....

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પરિ રુપી એક રાણી ને ક્યાક તો જોઇ છે,
ગજલ રુપી એક પદમણી ને મે ક્યાક તો જોઇ છે.
કઇ રીતે વ્યક્ત કરુ લાગણી એ અહેસાસ ની,
કવિ ની એક પ્રબળ કલ્પના ને મે ક્યાક તો જોઇ છે.
યાદ કરુ છુ જ્યારે એ મુલાકાત ના પ્રસગો,
પ્રથમ વરસાદ રુપી એ હેલી ને મે ક્યાક તો જોઇ છે.
વર્ષો થી વ્યાકુળ થઇ રહ્યુ છે આ મન એના માટે,
કેવી રીતે સમજાવુ, મીલન માટે કેટ્લા જન્મો થી વાટ મે જોઇ છે....

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સ્વપ્ના મા યાદ ના આવે તો સારુ,
રુદીયા મા ફરી દર્દ ના ઉપડે તો સારુ.
ક્યા સુધી સમજાવુ આ પાગલ મન ને?
લાગણી ના એ પડ્છાયા ખોવાઇ જાય તો સારુ.
પાના ના મહેલો ની જેમ હવે તુટ્યો છુ હુ,
પ્રણય ની એ પળો ભુલાઇ જાય તો સારુ.
થાક્યા એની વાટ જોઇને આ દીલ પણ બોલી ઉઠ્યુ,
હવે એ ક્યારેય પાછા ના આવે તો સારુ.....

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રુઠેલા ને મનાવતા આવડે છે,
ગમ મા ડુબેલા ને હસાવતા આવડે છે.
અમે તો દુઃખી લોકો ને પણ ખુશ કરી નાખીયે છે,
દુનીયા કહે છે કે આ પાગલ ને તો ખાલી હસતા જ આવડે છે....

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આજે દુર થી જ કોઇ સલામ કરી ગયા,
ફરી થી એમની યાદો ના ગુલામ કરી ગયા.
પોતાને ગીરવી મુકી ખરીદ્યા હતા સપના જેના માટે,
આજે એ જ આવી ને સપના નીલામ કરી ગયા.....

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કોઇ ના જવાનો એહેસાસ આજે થયો છે,
કઇ જ ના કહેવાનો અહેસાસ આજે થયો છે.
સાથે હતા ત્યારે ના વીચાર્યુ શુ થઇ રહ્યુ છે,
એકલા પડ્વાનો અહેસાસ આજે થયો છે....

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સુકાયેલી નદી ના ક્યાક્થી પગરણ મળી આવે,
વિખુટુ થઇ ગયેલુ એ રીતે એક જણ મળી આવે.
ઘણા વર્ષો પછી વાચ્યા વગર ની એક ચીઠ્ઠી મા,
તને ચાહુ છુ હુ બસ આટ્લી ટાચણ મળી આવે.
ફરે છે એક માણસ ગોધલી વેળા આ સડકો પર,
કદાચીત ગામ નુ છુટુ પડેલુ ધણ મળી આવે.
ગણુય નામ જેનુ સાભળ્યુ હતુ અને હતી ખ્યાતી,
મળી એ શખ્શ ને સાવ સાધારણ મળી આવે.
ખખડ્ધજ કાટ લાગેલી જુની બીસ્માર પેટી મા,
કદાચ ખજાનો શોધવા બેસો અને બાળપણ મળી આવે.....

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તમારી દુરતા પણ છે નીકટ્તા ના ઇશારા સમ,
તમારા તો અબોલા પણ અમારા આવકારા સમ.
તમે રુઠ્યા ભલે નો હોય, સભર છિયે તમારા થી,
તમે સુકી નદી ના પટ અમે લીલા કીનારા સમ.
નદી થઇને તમે વહેજો નીકળ્જો સાવ પાસે થી,
તમારા મા તુટ્યા કરીશુ કાચા કીનારા સમ.
અમે તો ઉજાળા છીયે તમારી છત્રછાયા મા,
તમે આકાશી અન્ધારુ,અમે જીણા જગારા સમ.
તમારા થી અમે છીયે તમારા અધીક રહીયે,
તમે માનો ના માનો પણ એ સાચુ છે તમારા સમ...

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વસત ના વાયરા મા લહેરતો આ પવન,

વર્ષા ની પહેલી હેલી મા મહેકતી આ માટી ની સુગધ...

ધરા અને ગગન નુ આમ તો થતુ નથી મીલન,

પણ મલે છે જ્યારે એ ક્ષીતીજ મા ત્યારે થાય છે એના લગન....

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આશા ઓ પર પાણી ફરી જતા વાર નથી લાગતી,

પાના ના મહેલો ટુટતા વાર નથી લાગતી..

સઘર્ષ વિના ના સ્વપ્ન જોનારા ઓ માનવી,

સ્વપ્નો ટુટ્તા પણ વાર નથી લાગતી..

હારી ને જ્યારે બેસી રહ્યો છે જ્યારે તુ માનવી,

સમય ને વહેતા પણ વાર નથી લાગતી..

યથાર્ત પરીષ્રમ એક વાર ફરી થી કરી જો તુ,

સુર્યાસ્ત પછી સુર્યોદય ને પણ વાર નથી લાગતી..

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તુ નથી પણ તારુ સ્થાન હ્ર્દય મા હજી બાકી છે,

પળે પળે તારી યાદ દીલ મા હજી બાકી છે..

વીતેલા સમય ની યાદ આવતા આસુ સરી જાય છે,

આસુઓ તો લુછી લઉ છુ પણ પ્યાસ હજી બાકી છે..

જ્યા જ્યા નજર પડે છે બસ તારી જ તસ્વીર દેખાય છે,

છતાય તારા દીદાર કરવા ની તમન્ના હજી બાકી છે..

તને મળીશ ત્યારે શુ કહીશ એની મને ખબર નથી,

છ્તાય વાતો કરવા ના અરમાન હ્જી બાકી છે..

નયન મળ્યા દીલ મળ્યા આખરે જુદા થઇ ગયા,

તુ અને હુ એક જ હતા એ દાસ્તાન હ્જી બાકી છે..

મારા દીલ ની દુનીયા મા તુ નથી તો કઇ નથી,

તુ સ્પર્ષ ની લાગણી હતી એ ગર્વ હજી બાકી છે.....

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દરેક વખતે કોઇ ને કોઇ નો સહારો નથી મળતો,

કદી કીનારા સાથે કીનારો નથી મળતો..

રોજ સરખુ જોયુ છે આ ગગન છતા,

કાલ જેવો આજે નજારો નથી મળતો..

ભલે ને હોય હમસફર એક રાહ ના પણ,

બન્ને ના વીચારો નો સથવારો નથી મળતો..

છે એક જ આકાશ મા તો શુ થયુ,

સુર્ય ને કદી રાત્રી નો સીતારો નથી મળતો.....

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એક ટીપૂ આખ માથી સરકી ગયુ તો શુ થયુ,
એક જણ પાછુ ફરી થી જીવી ગયુ તો શુ થયુ?
જાગતા હોવા છ્તા મે ડોળ કર્યો ઉન્ઘ નો,
એક સપનુ ભુલ થી આવી ગયુ તો શુ થયુ?
લાગણી મારી ટકોરા મારી બારણા થી પાછી વળી,
ખોલવા મા સહેજ મોડુ થયુ તો શુ થયુ?
જીદગી આખી વીત્યુ મારી ઉપર જે બધુ,
એક પળ તારી ઉપર વીતિ ગયુ તો શુ થયુ?
કેટ્લી ઇચ્છા ની ઉમર ખુબ મોટી થઇ હતી.
એક બે ઇચ્છા નુ સગપણ થઇ ગયુ તો શુ થયુ?

સ્પર્શ ની લાગણી.....

જોતા જ ગમી જાય તો શું કરવું?
પણ તેને પસંદ કરી જાય કોઈ બીજું તો શું કરવું.
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