Sparsh - Ocean of Love

Hello Friends,

Now once again I am trying to write something for you. Hope all of you would like it. This story contains two characters how they fall in love and how their life turned.

Story starts in end of 90's, when Y2K was creating problems for all the software biggies in the world. In same time one love story has just sparked in Sparsh's life. Now all you r curious about who the hell is this Sparsh. So let me tell you about him.

About Sparsh:

Sparsh is the person who has the same characteristic like his name. Jolly, always believe in positive energy, every day he enjoys with full of joy. By profession he is software engineer and only he knew how he has completed it. But some how he was able to got a job in Software Company. Not as programmer or developer but as marketing professional. By the status he was single and enjoying his bachelor life with his friends. In his close friends circle he also known as good poet & Mimicry artist. His boss was also use to tell him that you r in wrong field and you should have try for entertainment industry, same time Sparsh’s use response with laugh and saying that passion never earns single penny to retain our daily life style. Well what every Sparsh use to say, it was his practical thinking towards to life. No one knows that his ability will get him best love in his life.

Now every company hires the fresher & interns after their graduation or for such kind of projects. Same business policy was in the Sparsh' company. That time they hired one girl called Aditi as intern in marketing department. The girl has all the characteristics, behavior, and nature as her name. As per the Sparsh one of the cutest girl on entire organization. In day to day routine boss of the department asked Sparsh to train the Aditi?

About Aditi:

Aditi was sweet and cute like her name. She was belongs to small city of India. Where her entire childhood she has spent with love, happiness, politeness. She was only chilled in her family, so you can imagine how her childhood had spent. After completion of graduation she was little bit curious about her new professional life. She came to the city with so many dreams and after joining the company she felt that all her dreams are started to full feeling it. But like always god wants something different from us.

Affection vs Reality:

Sparsh has one fundamental thought that he always keeps some distance from his female co-worker of in his company. Initially he hesitates to train Aditi but after some induction process and understanding her nature, they had developed very good bonding between them. This converted in very good friendship. Sparsh has always kept some little distance from Aditi, because he doesn't want to involve any emotional attachment. While Aditi was like cute baby girl who always share her talks with him. She always asks to Sparsh about his family and his background but every time Sparsh try to divert that topic. Initially when she joined, she started getting proposal from other office male employees, who wants to date with her. But she usually come to Sparsh and tells him about what kind of talks she got and who has proposed her. After spending several months in the company their friendship became stronger & stronger day by day.

Spark of Love:

Suddenly company has organized one departmental trip for 3 days and 2 nights outing in resort. That was the first time where The SpArk of love ignited between them. Those 3 days, 2 nights stay has realized them they are not only friends but more then it. After coming back from the trip next Friday evening Sparsh has invited Aditi for candle night dinner. He took her to city’s one of the best restaurant where Sparsh has proposed her. He was confident that he will get answer of yes but Aditi didn’t give him answer and she ran away from the restaurant. The guy got shocked and felt that he has made mistake. The best friendship has screwed, Sparsh tried to reach her in weekend but her cell phone was switched off, he also tried to visit he place but she was out of the town from the Friday. The entire week she didn’t come to office and Sparsh’s boss was asking to him where she is? Sparsh was in the position where he can not elaborate anything. Next week she came to office and tried to make distance from the Sparsh. The ignited spark of love has been vanished and Sparsh in that position where his mind got shut down. He was not able to concentrate on his work, he was not able to talk freely, and every day was like hell for him. He got frustrated day by day. Initially Aditi also applied for departmental transfer. And her application has been approved; now all the hope to talk to Aditi has been screwed. After spending one month hell life Sparsh decided to take vacation and visit his home town so he can get some refreshment. Coming back from the home town he found that Aditi has left the company, it was one more shock for him. Now he started feeling that because of some stupidity he has screwed the best friendship. After 3 days coming back from the home town one day morning he got a call from Aditi’s cell phone. He was little bit curious and shocked also, he picked up the call and he got shocked.

Whatever the time Aditi has spent in the organization she always has enjoyed it. Even she also liked Sparsh and some bits of her heart she also started loving him. She was caring about Sparsh, was always trying Sparsh should be in happy mood. Last night of the trip this incident happened with her. All the people in the company knew that sparsh and Aditi has very good bonding between them, but as like filmy style there is some part in life which screwed person’s life. On the last night after spending quality time with sparsh she was on the way to her room, when she entered in her room she found that her room mate was not there and entire room was stinking from alcohol and has some weird smell. She was on the way to open window and suddenly she got bad hit on her back side. She felt down and started feeling unconscious. In the morning when she woke up she found someone has given her injection to her but it was not clear, she thought must be mosquitoes has bite her and it was same like that. Now she started feeling very unconscious. On the way she started feeling fever, cough, & cold. She was feeling that due to weather change it must be happened. After spending couple of days in the office her condition was the same. Some how the Wednesday before candle night dinner once, she went to the hospital for check up. She briefed everything to doctor and shown the mosquitoes bite on her body. Doctor has advised her medical checkups. Meanwhile she started suffering by blood coating in the body. Friday evening she got her report which was really shocking. Report said that she has HIV+, it was not mosquitoes bite but some body has injected the HIV+ blood in her body and the blood has last stage of HIV+. It was really shocking for her and she didn’t know what to do in that case. She has never done something bad in her life but still it was like hell for her. On that same Friday Sparsh has proposed her. She got very confused what should answer him. She also loved him, she has started dreaming about Sparsh from the trip, but now one by one her every dream started vanished. Aditi was in the position where she can not discuss this matter with any one. Nobody will trust her that she got HIV+ like this. Disappointment, frustration, less days of life, was killing her on every minute. She started create distance from every one. Took off from the office and went under heavy treatment which was her last hope. But didn’t got success in that. After coming treatment she has requested for department change, so she could not have to face Sparsh. But her days were less and she resigned from the company. she didn’t even informed about this HIV+ to her parents, her parents was in impression that she is fine and fit and enjoying her professional life. Finally she has given up her life rather suffering more; she committed suicide and ended her life with leaving one short note on the name of Sparsh & her parents.

Phone call & Short Note:

Sparsh was just waked up and he got call from the local police station. The officer has asked him to visit Municipal hospital because Aditi has faced accident. He got shocked and rushed for the hospital, on the way of driving he got so many questions about does she injured? Does she alright? Even he started praying to god that Aditi should not get more injuries. When he reached to the hospital he saw couple of his office friends there, also aditi’s room mate were there. All were in sad face, he started asking every one what happened to Aditi and how she is now? No one has responded to him. Police officer came closer to him and gave him one note which has written by aditi.

Aditi has written only one note which was like below:

Dear Sparsh,

I know you must be disappointed and in the very difficult position where you thinks that why I have not given you the answer. Don’t take me wrong dear I am suffering by HIV+ and I have very less time for living. I don’t want ruin your life and I don’t want to disappoint you that’s why I have not said anything to you. Sparsh I also love you from bottom of my heart and always wanted to be with you. I have seen the so many dreams where we have created out wonderful and lovely future. But god doesn’t want us to be together. Sparsh I can sustain by this pain but I can not tolerate this community’s word. I have not even informed to my parents about my HIV+. I can not explain how I got this but Dr. Sinha would tell you about that. Giving up my life is only my decision; nobody has influenced it for me. Please forgive me for that and make sure you will be happy like before. I will always watch your smiling face from the sky.

Your love,

Aditi.

Dear Dad & Mom,

I have always loved you like anything, I am extremely sorry for my decision. Hope you will forgive me.

Your lovely daughter,

Aditi.

Final call

Sparsh started crying like anything, and the entire atmosphere of the hospital was sad. Even police officer got emotional, Aditi’s parents came to the hospital and they also shocked. Funeral of Aditi’s done, every one from her office was shocking for quite few days. Police declared her death as attempting to murder and start investigation of who has given her injection. Cops tried and search every angle of the case but they didn’t have any success in that. Now the case is under so many dusts and that mysterious person still unknown.

Finally every one went back in the normal life. Sparsh asked Aditi’s parents to stay with him only but they said beta we can’t stay with you. But they give him promise to visit him on periodic time. Sparsh has only mother so her mom has also accepted the situation & lives with him. Today, Sparsh has started his life normally and still loving Aditi like older time. He is smiling and tries to be jolly because Aditi asked promise to him. Sparsh has also started one NGO who helps the HIV+ patient. Today Sparsh is in early old age but still single and owned his big marketing consulting firm with Software Company. Also started the hospital where he gives free treatment to community. But still some where in the corner of his heart, he has pain why and who was that person who has did that. Still he didn’t have the answer.

Disclaimer: This is the fiction story of my own mind; all the character situations are imaginary in this story. It doesn’t related to any live or death person in this world. If you feel that it has, its only & only coincidence.

Watch the Mumbai from Ankit's Eye

After such a long time i m planning to write something. Its more on my own experience which i gain in one last year in mumbai.

I came to mumbai on 28th September 2009 and joined one supply chain management company. Before that i have never got that much chance to zoom in this city, came here only few times. Initially when i came down on that time i heard so much rumors about Mumbai, whoever known me very well they said me. dost your life gonna be hell now, couple of friends said its good time for adventure, some friends said you will learn so much things in mumbai, I left ahmedabad with Mix emotions of happiness and sad. i was happy caz i felt that i m fed up in ahmedabad and sad because i was leaving my huge friend circle.

Now Mumbai what i should say about this city, Here you find Mumbai never sleep, Most of the time i have seen the night life of mumbai. initially when i came, was little bit scared and for over come that fear, on first weekend i went back to ahmedabad to visit my old guns. Normally weekdays passed pretty fast over here but weekend was always scaring for me. on second weekend went to zoom in mumbai's street alone and that experience has helped me to come out from the fear of this city. Then after every weekend was great and enjoying. I have met people over here like loving, caring, arrogant, egotistic, back stabber, motivated,struggling for their identity.

I found that over here most of the people has killed their dream in this city, They come with some objective in their life but after start struggling in this city they always forgot their main objective. If i am not wrong then every day almost 50000 people come in this city from different sates of india. You will get food easily over here but you wont get accommodation easily, this is fundamental concepts of this city and personally i have experienced over here. One most important thing of this city is, over here nobody cares about you, even people don't believe in religion over here. Caz their hectic life style and fast life doesn't give them single chance to think about it.

I have seen and implemented the concept of mumbaikar. which is every day is your last day of you life and live it as king. Seen the people who doesn't got love from the child hood, their entire child hood has been ruined, every day they use to get abuse. but still they have never give up their life living objective. Seen the people who works more then 18 hours a day and earning here because there is no employments opportunity in their home town and can feed their family who based out of their own home town. if you believe in Juggad, everything would be done here, In terms of Professionalism you can find mix culture over here. The most enjoying time in this city on Lord Ganesh Festival.

If you are crazy about films and entertainment industry and believe that you can get chance easily then you are wrong. Here there is only one fundamental concepts, its Give and Take. You will find most of the people who influence as they are some big shots of Entertainment industry in drunken condition. In most of the bars after getting drunk people feels that they are king of this city and it ends with full of entertainment for you. Mumbaikar doesn't care about TV stars, Film Stars, and honestly I also got that kind feeling that we should not create any hypothetical image of those celebrity, caz after all they are also human being.

There is old time quote of this city Mumbai's Money never go out. This city keeps the money inside it self. and now I am strongly believe in that for eg. Ambanie's Godrej, Bachan, etc. so finally enjoy here, live here, and learn here.

Hope you will like this short note. Here are some photos for my those friends who are not living in mumbai

Mobile Restaurant at Ahmedabad -Double Decker bus

5 months in Mumbai

Hi guys,
Once again back after long time. It has been five months in this crowded city. Which is known as MAYA NAGARI, means bollywood of india. I have never thought I would have completed it. Well it has been really good experience in this city. I bet for you can find everything in this city, if you are looking for wine, food, girls anything which is your intensity to reach, you gonna find that in this city. After leaving such a creepy place from vikharoli. I shifted to Andheri East in J.B.Nagar. it’s a good place to live. Only one thing bothering me and its late night big mosquitoes which bites you every night. I have spent my last four months with five different jokers, well I would say all of are not jokers but there were three guys. Out of that three two were brothers and they were coming from place called Vidarbh in Maharashtra, you can say nearer to Nagpur. Both of them are really big stupid and idiotic person I have ever meet. One person name was Uday Kulkarni and other one was Pratik. Both of them were on the intern at domestic airport in Mumbai. Such a stink people were there. Both the guy left our apartment around 13th February 2010.
Uday has stolen one of roommate shoes, T-shirts, shirts and yeah 100 Rs of mine. Such a freaking person was he. And he left the home in the early morning so no one can catch him. Both the guys were Marathi and such a big selfish person. Who never have road map for their carrier? I was wondering how can be the people who are like them. Who don’t bath, who always try to eat on others money. Such a big crump guys.
All right time to fly will catch you later friends.

21st century’s common man….

This is the strange incident which I have seen during my rail journey from Mumbai to Ahmadabad. Couple of week’s back I was going back to Ahmadabad by Suryanagari Express. It’s the supper fast train between Bandra to Jodhpur. I was boarded in the compartment from Bandra Terminus, that train has only 3 stop between Bandra to Ahmadabad. Due to very less stop people who want to go nearby station in Gujarat won’t like to travel by that train. In that mean time one old age lady was traveling with me , she boarded from Borivali station first stop of the train. One kid came to my sit and leaves her luggage. After that couple of guys who are selling tea and snakes in train came with one lady. She was around 65+ year old and the main thing she was blind, they helped her to find the sit not only that the leader of those sales group informed the them whatever she wants bring for her and also take care of her. During my 6 hour journey I have observed that those people who are hardly earning around 100-150rs profit in day they were helping her like anything. When they were helping to that lady I observed that those people have different charm on their face. They were not rich, they were not even popular but still there was some different shine on their face. And that shine was of internal peace, happiness.

Motive is still Indian common has not died; still they have heart, emotions, feelings and respects. Today, where people are running behind money, success, popularity, etc not getting time for analyzing their path which they have passed during their journey, this kind of small things always gives you internal peace to your mind.

Horrible day of my life.

Horrible day of my life.

After the Diwali I was coming back to Mumbai by train. 1st time my ticket was not confirm still I took chance to sit in reserve compartment, due to just finished the festival so much people in the train and it was very tough to stand even. Somehow, I managed and after the Baroda got chance to sit at doorstep of compartment. Was listening songs and thought let me check the e-mail I was checking the e-mail, train was on its high speed and somebody hit plastic bottle from outside of the train. Suddenly I missed my cell phone, that person who did hit the bottle he picked up the phone and ran away. On that time, I was feeling like looser, I was hopeless and helpless because he did hit on my hand, pick up my phone from the track and ran away and I was seeing him like a big idiot. That was not end when I reached to Mumbai, Borivali station was coming, and everyone wants to depart over there, one woman with her little child standing beside me. Suddenly her daughter vomited on my shirt. in one day how much u can expect? You lose your communication mode, someone vomit on your shirt, which stink horrible after that? Well after that if someone cheat you and asked for money, then how do you feel? It was not over I was going towards andheri station to vikharoli where I stay. I did hire rickshaw because I was like fucked up on that day loosing cell phone, stink shirts, sweating like someone has open the water tab. Mind was half conscious. Also wanted to sleep. Did sleep in the running rickshaw, after 1and half hour driver wakes me up and said sir you reached. Normally it takes 30 min, I asked the driver how much? He said 180 Rs Damn! I shocked meter was also showing that. I paid him that amount.
When I reached at the home I was like biggest looser and frustrated. Loosing important contacts. Cheated by someone. Stinking like horrible. I just wanted to forgot that as bad night mare.

Journey to the 1st Job.

Journey to the 1st Job.


After the accident I was very confuse about my career. I had a dream that I should become an IPS officer which gives you power and money ;). But destiny was not with me and it has decided other things for me. Well its all about the time. So at that time I was on the pick point of my career, I told my parents I would go with my external exam, I don’t care that I would pass or not……… After the 14 days rest I went to college hostel. It was the last 16 to 14 hours before exam. I arranged my books, my belongings which I was carrying with me (i.g. lots of medicine, dressing kit for my eye). Have to take care about my eye and need to regular check up for it on every alternate day to the hospital. I thanks to specially balo and jadav who was coming with me and driving my 225 cc wala karizma to the hospital……………. Again I took you on wrong path where I was talking about exam. Sorry for that ……….. So 13 hours laps for the paper and I went to one of my class mate his name was shailesh. On that time my 1st paper was MSOR (magnitude simulation and operation research) which was really boring subject because it contains lots of mathematics. And main thing you could not create any story or not even bluff in the paper. Shailesh show me some formulas and gave me some tips like which chapter should I read and which equation should remember. I studied around 2 hour then after I went to sleep because I was not able to concentrate in books. In the morning I read the book around 1 hour and directly went for the exam. Every one was busy in their reading and mugging the equations. I went in the exam room around 10.00 am before half an hour ago. At sharp 10.30 am I received exam paper. I saw it and it was like horrible because I knew answer and method of only one question. Now I decided to attempt that one 1st which I knew how to solve. After getting successful answer in that question I got some confidence and I tried for the next question luckily I got the answer of that question also. Now I was feeling good. I tried on every question one by one and when the 3 hours completed I didn’t get. After completion of three hours I came out from the class and was so much happy. I saw my class mate and batch mate who were in same branch with me. All were looking like tens and scared. One of my JAVA professor came to me and asked me so how was the paper? Will you save your ass from the ATKT? I told him; don’t worry sir I would get clear. He shocked. Now I got the confidence and was sure I would clear the exam. When the result came of 6th semester luckily I got highest mark in MSOR subject and 79 out 90 students got ATKT in MSOR paper. Even shailesh also got ……………….. Well luckily I got 56% in 6th semester only reading in one day. We were calling it as one day match before the exam. Same one day match I played in 7th semester and got 57%. Now the real world came 8th semester. In that we have to go for industrial training and have to complete project in that…………. After the compilation of 7th semester I went to pune to meet my best college buddy NAYAN SHAH. Who was working in one software company over there. It was time of the end of December 2006. I went to meet him after Christmas around 28th or 29th of December and I was planning to stay over there for 10 to 15 days and would go for the training in Pune only……… let me tell you one funny incident in pune. It was the time of 31st evening and me and my buddy was sitting on his rented apartment. We were planning where we should go I mean for disco only. He inquired about the disc fee and we got shocked caz the disc fees was starting from 4000 rs and person has to book earlier, and that none of us has that much amount……..so we decided we would go out and would zoom on the street. We went to pune ADLABS mall for watch crowd. Suddenly nayan got call from his office and he went to office. He said me he will get back to the place around in 2 hour. Time was 9.30 PM when he left. I was just passing my time in the mall and luckily I had not enough balance in my cell phone also the cell phone had law battery so I can call my friends and talk to them. So I switched it off was watching crowd in the mall……. After spending some time in the mall suddenly the countdown started, on that time I found that ohh god its like 12.00 mid night and that Nalayak friend didn’t come yet. I went to one PCO and tried to call him but what the good luck I had on that time. His number was also showing out of the coverage area. I didn’t know about the place not even familiar with pune so I had only one option and that was waiting there until he come. I did wait around 2.00 am and finally GOD (Mr. Shah Nayan) came and was telling me sorry sorry sorry actually office friends called up me as they found one issue in work and client called them. So they have to fix the bug and all. And when he reached to the office they took him to one disc. Well it was not his fault…… after that I was hungry so I told him (Bhangi) dude lets go for the dinner, I haven’t eat anything yet. We went to one dhaba it was also in closing, I ordered pulav and he was full by food caz he had dinner in disc so he ordered thums up. After finishing the dinner when we came out from the dhaba we saw one small napkin which folded in strange way. After unfolding that napkin we found 10 mobile in it. 10 out of 7 were nokia N72. On that time it was like 13000 Rs I believe. We saw one cell phone was on and remaining was off……… lots of confusion happens when you got the lottery, what to do and what not……. Finally we decided to call on the number which is available in that on cell phone if some one responded then good other wise we will wait at the dhaba for 1 hour. If no one show up then we will keep that cell phone with us. After waiting there 45 min one car (Honda city) came there and asked us did you find any cell phone here….and we gave them their cell phone that guy was so much happy and he was saying us they came here couple of hours ago for dinner and all his friend forgot their cell phone caz of over drunk. We were happy because we have done one good thing in the 1st day of New Year. On the second day I left pune because I have to reach ahmedabad in 2 days and has to go for an interview in one company which has been arranged by the college’s training and placement company………….. the college company was located in eastern part of ahmedabad and it was start up company. I cleared an interview and I have to join them in 2 days for training. I went back to home pack my bag and came down to ahmedabad on 7th January 2007. It was cold winter in ahmedabad on the same day before reporting to that company one of my friend who lived in maninagar (its and eastern area of ahmedabad) called up me and told me pick him from his home because he also selected for that company. I went to jay’s home, he was ready then after I asked him lets report to company he told me we are reporting to the one company at shivranjani based (western part of ahmedabad). He said, yesterday he and hemin another nalayak friend arranged all of us training over there. And we have to do project from the home. So in this 6 month we can work in the call center and also earn some money. The 1st time he said good thing. After the 8th of January I went for the 1st job interview of my life. It was one domestic call center for TATA Indicom mobile. They rejected me because I was over qualified guy lolz… they were recruiting only B.com and B.A person who can speak fluent gujarati….. after rejecting that company me and hemin went one international call center. We cleared the interview and company offered us 6000 rs Per month salary plus incentive. We worked over there for few days I believe for 4 days after that we felt its not our kind of job. So we left the job, I went in so many company for programming job and everywhere I was listing no, we are not looking for fresher bla bla bla bla………..for programming job you must need reference who can place you from the back door. Lastly I decided I would go for further study and mean time it was 16th January 2007 and I just came back from the home after finishing UTTRAYAN I decided I would complete my project and would go for only further study only. Because in 10 days I have seen the real struggle for the job, where you have to need references. same day in the afternoon jay called up me and told me there is one company on C.G. Road and they are looking for technical people who can sell their software in US market. I went there for an interview 1st time I saw the full sales offshore operation. I cleared an interview and selected their. That company name was AcTax Solution Inc………. from there onwards the IT sales professional journey has begins.


Abhi to picture shuri hui hai mere dosto…. Aage aage dekho hota hai kya….job life coming soon…